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“Just a Tiny Spark” will not be posting anymore. Moving to a fresh clean space :)

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recycled dust

I’ve been afraid of facing the truth for so long and the truth is: I’ve become my worst fear; I’ve become ordinary. I feel like my spirit has atrophied, or like I’m breathing recycled dust. The passion that once drove me is so fragile now. I can’t find what It is that keeps my heart beating and my mind thriving. The love I’ve invested in my relationships has dwindled and the hardest thing to understand is that there’s no finger to point this time. Is it possible that simply too much of a good thing can grow dull? The things I once found so exciting no longer spark a fire in me anymore. All it took before was “just a tiny spark” but I don’t feel what I felt a year ago. I can’t see what I keep looking for and I feel It’s time to begin searching for something else. I need a reformation. I need to rediscover myself. I need to figure out who I am again. I need to fill my lungs with new air, pump my heart with new blood, and fill my mind with new thoughts.  I need to become something extraordinary. My potential is unknown and I need to test my limits. 

This will be my final post on this blog. “Just a Tiny Spark“‘s time has come. It’s my feeling that if this were a physical journal, I’ve now reached it’s last page. It’s been an outlet for me for one whole year now and I need a new start; a blank page to write on as I enter my sophomore year at Cal. It will be refreshing to begin again in all aspects of my life. Thank you for everyone who followed me, I’ll let everyone know when I start up my new account if you care to follow me through to another year. <3

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Sent to my phone by a multitude of twitter alerts. I&#8217;m extremely grateful to be a committed fan of this incredible person. Such a controversial, powerful, and influential woman had so many options to either address the issue, ignore the issue, or encourage the issue further, and I&#8217;m so proud that she chose 1) to address it, and 2) to protect her fans through peaceful measures. I don&#8217;t think there could have been more perfect of a response to the problem and I pray that her St. Louis fans do as she asks and not respond to the hate with more hatred.  Lady Gaga: a channeler of change, an agent of the arts, a girl of and from God, a protector of peace, a hero in my heart :) 

Sent to my phone by a multitude of twitter alerts. I’m extremely grateful to be a committed fan of this incredible person. Such a controversial, powerful, and influential woman had so many options to either address the issue, ignore the issue, or encourage the issue further, and I’m so proud that she chose 1) to address it, and 2) to protect her fans through peaceful measures. I don’t think there could have been more perfect of a response to the problem and I pray that her St. Louis fans do as she asks and not respond to the hate with more hatred. 

Lady Gaga: a channeler of change, an agent of the arts, a girl of and from God, a protector of peace, a hero in my heart :) 

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WE’RE ALL IN THIS TOGETHER

threemakesitacrowd:

cigarettestains:

ONCE WE KNOW THAT WE ARE WE’RE ALL STARS AND WE SEE THAT, WE’RE ALL IN THIS TOGETHER AND IT SHOWS WHEN WE STAND HAND IN HAND MAKE OUR DREAMS COME TRUE!

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Sick Day #6

I’m producing so much saliva! Making spit bubbles is my hobby of the day. MLIA

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kpez:

Airplanes - Brick by brick cover

Take it listen, they’re really good.

(via threemakesitacrowd)

Holy crap! I was not expecting how incredible this was :) These guys are so good! There was something about the family being there too that just swept me away and made it seem all the more sincere <3

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Vanity- Christina Aguilera

This song is so shitty :) I can’t get enough of it hahaha it makes me laugh. 

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Vegas

It was the perfect getaway. 3 days of anxiety free relaxation, entertainment, and quality family time. I can not describe the incredible reluctance i had in returning to Corona. I wanted so badly to stay at least one more day to finish my book by the pool, or to see another mind blowing performance, or play another couple rounds of Pounce with my family in the hotel room. I feel like I’m a different person in Corona. I’m lazy, unproductive, uninspired, annoyed, unsatisfied. I was free from all of that for three glorious days. If I could I would go back and do it all over again: see Blue Man Group, Cirque Du Soleil’s KA, the Belagio’s incredible water show: viewable from our hotel room window. I miss it all already. Pictures tomorrow!

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some thoughts before bed

It seems weird to me that there are so many opportunities and experiences I’ve already missed out on. I’ve always imagined what it’d be like to be in a relationship while I’m younger. To be able to enjoy watching fireworks with a lover on 4th of July, or to sit by the heat of a burning fire on christmas morning sounds so lovely. Something about the youthfulness and comfortability just appeals to me. I want it :/

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