July 2010
12 posts
Follow my new tumblog, "Between Two Lungs". Much... →
“Just a Tiny Spark” will not be posting anymore. Moving to a fresh clean space :)
Jul 30th
recycled dust
I’ve been afraid of facing the truth for so long and the truth is: I’ve become my worst fear; I’ve become ordinary. I feel like my spirit has atrophied, or like I’m breathing recycled dust. The passion that once drove me is so fragile now. I can’t find what It is that keeps my heart beating and my mind thriving. The love I’ve invested in my relationships has...
Jul 25th
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Jul 17th
WE'RE ALL IN THIS TOGETHER
threemakesitacrowd: cigarettestains: ONCE WE KNOW THAT WE ARE WE’RE ALL STARS AND WE SEE THAT, WE’RE ALL IN THIS TOGETHER AND IT SHOWS WHEN WE STAND HAND IN HAND MAKE OUR DREAMS COME TRUE!
Jul 17th
Sick Day #6
I’m producing so much saliva! Making spit bubbles is my hobby of the day. MLIA
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Jul 10th
Vegas
It was the perfect getaway. 3 days of anxiety free relaxation, entertainment, and quality family time. I can not describe the incredible reluctance i had in returning to Corona. I wanted so badly to stay at least one more day to finish my book by the pool, or to see another mind blowing performance, or play another couple rounds of Pounce with my family in the hotel room. I feel like I’m a...
Jul 10th
some thoughts before bed
It seems weird to me that there are so many opportunities and experiences I’ve already missed out on. I’ve always imagined what it’d be like to be in a relationship while I’m younger. To be able to enjoy watching fireworks with a lover on 4th of July, or to sit by the heat of a burning fire on christmas morning sounds so lovely. Something about the youthfulness and...
Jul 5th
things i live by:
Because I hate that I give off the wrong messages to some people.  I’m not like everyone else. Unless it causes unnecessary conflict, I will tell it to you how it is. If I want or need something to be said, I will find a way to say it, whether it’s relevant to the conversation or not. When I need to get something off my chest, I will fling it at you without warning. The reason for...
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June 2010
22 posts
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Jun 28th
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jessica: did you just have to chase your beer?
aaron: oh god i totally did. its been a while okay?!
Jun 27th
Sooo I'm gonna stay up and watch AVATAR: The Last...
timazing: I missed the entire last season when we decided to be cable free! TIM! I’m watching season 2 right now!!!
Jun 24th
kevinidentity asked: If you ever want someone to talk to, I'm always here fyi.
Jun 16th
“We spend our whole lives worrying about the future. Planning for the future....”
– Grey’s Anatomy (via justbesplendid)
Jun 16th
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Jun 15th
this is the last piece of me
http://vimeo.com/12565162 that I want you to have. I can’t keep playing this game anymore. I’m not giving up on you, but you’re like asthma in my lungs while I’m trying to run a marathon. I need to breathe and fill my lungs without you and to stop clouding my mind with thoughts of what might happen the next time I see you. I’m the giver and you’re the taker and...
Jun 15th
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Can't tell
if i’m fighting too hard or if I’m making myself too vulnerable but whichever one it is, i get the feeling that what I am doing isn’t right. Either way I hurt in the end. What have i gotten myself into :(
Jun 13th
Jun 11th
“You know how when you were a kid and you believed in fairy tales? That fantasy...”
– Meredith Grey - Grey’s Anatomy (via justbesplendid)
Jun 11th
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Jun 7th
demo tracks galore!
I love that I now have 120 songs by Lady Gaga in my itunes :)
Jun 7th
one, 2, three, & 4:
radioblahblah: hay :)  i’m beginning a new project called “Radio: Blah-blah”. My goal is to post only one audio file per day in hopes of exposing new music to followers, exploring my own musical tastes, and expanding my collection of music. I would love your support, and encourage any feedback :)  Thanks <3 follow my new blog por favor! :) please and thank you! 
Jun 7th
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ListenMy Love- Sia
Jun 6th
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Jun 4th
WatchWatch
Speechless by Lady Gaga cover :)
Jun 3rd
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Jun 2nd
May 2010
14 posts
This is the most awkward interview ever, but... →
May 30th
LADY GAGA BREAKS WORLD RECORD WITH 'ALEJANDRO.'
fuckyeahladygaga: This week, Lady Gaga’s latest single “Alejandro” climbed to #9 on the United World Chart, making The Fame (Monster) the only album in history to deliver seven worldwide Top 10 hits! Michael Jackson’s Thriller contains six songs that reached Top 10 on the chart. Well done Momma, hope you raise a glass tonight to celebrate!
May 28th
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supernovasidra: “I’ll endure anything, your red-hot tongs and molten lead, your racks and prongs and garrotes—all your fiendish gadgets, everything that burns and flays and tears—I’ll put up with any torture you impose. Anything, anything would be better than this agony of mind, this creeping pain that gnaws and fumbles and caresses one and never hurts quite enough” No Exit- Sartre
May 18th
miracle
“I’ve gone for too long living like I’m not alive So I’m going to start over tonight Beginning with you and I When this memory fades I’m gonna make sure it’s replaced With chances taken Hope embraced and have I told you? I’m not going  cause I’ve been waiting for a miracle And I’m not leaving I won’t let you Let you give up on a miracle...
May 18th
crushed
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May 17th
1 and a half hours
was all it took to make me fall for you all over again. did tonight really just happen? :) i still cant believe it…
May 16th
ListenFuture Love- Lady Gaga Can not express my undying...
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April 2010
22 posts
in conclusion...almost
Today I did a lot of reflecting and re-examining. I looked back at what my goals were in coming to Berkeley.  I wanted to find myself. I wanted to learn to become independent. I needed to be challenged and to find what there was outside of my small hometown. I wanted to meet new people, make new friends, and to grow emotionally, spiritually, and mentally.  I feel unaccomplished. There’s...
Apr 30th
@supernovasidra:
so im on itunes. and like half the top 10 songs or whatever are from this fool named B.o.B right? and so im like dude…forget B.o.B, it’s all about B.o.B.ina <3
Apr 28th