some thoughts before bed

It seems weird to me that there are so many opportunities and experiences I’ve already missed out on. I’ve always imagined what it’d be like to be in a relationship while I’m younger. To be able to enjoy watching fireworks with a lover on 4th of July, or to sit by the heat of a burning fire on christmas morning sounds so lovely. Something about the youthfulness and comfortability just appeals to me. I want it :/

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